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I Try

I try to hide this pain you stick in and dig into my side again and again

Sick of crying I’m slowly dying with each cut of your mouth

I’m your obsession; I’m your digression, making me push to sin

Tell me I’m not fair and I don’t care I can’t when every things gone south

And I try and I try and I try to make things go right

Even when all you want to do is fight

And I try and I try and I try to get away

So I bow my head and pray

And I can’t lie I can’t lie I can’t lie that I always stay

I know you like it this way

And I hope and I hope and I hope someday maybe

You’ll see just exactly what you are doing to me

I try to smile when I know all the while you laugh at me

I’m so lost and what a cost because I gave my soul

I hate this game what a shame I’d always thought you’d be

The perfect one now you shun when you’ve lost control

I can’t do this no more

There has got to be more

Empty hands and endless tears

Not to mention all these years

You took it all

Now I fall

And you don’t even care

And I try and I try and I try to make things go right

Even when all you want to do is fight

And I try and I try and I try to get away

So I bow my head and pray

I can’t lie I can’t lie I can’t lie that I always stay

I know you like it this way

And I hope and I hope and I hope someday maybe

You’ll see just exactly what you are doing to me

Well can't you see…. that,

I try and I try and I try to make things go right

Even when all you want to do is fight

And I try and I try and I try to get away

So I bow my head and pray

No I can’t lie I can’t lie I can’t lie that I always stay

You like it this way…. Yeah you like it this way

Exposed

The darkest part of my soul has been exposed

Will I get past this, nobody knows

Hanging on to lost hopes

The balancing act of toeing ropes

If I fall I have no net

I’m someone to easily forget

As days go on I try to smile

Still hurting inside all the while

I pretend to be happy, pretend to care

Even if you don’t see me there

I try to show an exterior tough

But I’m still not good enough

You laugh at my tears laugh at my pain

I wonder what it is you gain

So I linger on down this path

As you let on your tired wrath

I’m lost in the shadows, lost in time

Where is my piece of sublime

Shut Your Mouth

Shut your mouth

Don’t wanna hear what you’re saying

Stop it now

Don’t like the games you’re playing

I’ve tried too hard

And come to far

To let you ruin it all

You’re tearing me apart

We push and shove

And forget to love

Keep pointing blame

It’s driving me insane

So just shut your mouth

Don’t want to hear what you’re saying

Please stop it now

Don’t like this game we’re playing

I won’t back down

I’m not afraid

So just leave me now

You’ve caused enough pain

You keep running your mouth

But I can not hear

The insanities you speak

Have plugged my ears

You’re just flesh and bone

I’m all alone

You don’t have a soul

Now you’ve lost control

So just shut your mouth

Don’t want to hear what you’re saying

I’ve pulled the plug

On all the games you’re playing

I said just shut your mouth

Don’t want to hear what you’re saying

Just shut your mouth

I’m done and I’m not staying

Relinquish Me

Kiss me softly tell me your lies

Touch me gently then hide your eyes

Forget where you are call me her name,

Don’t know who I am what a shame

I am the one you push to the side

Only along for the long hard ride

Push me, pull me tear me apart

Play your wicked games with my heart

Whisper nothings into my ear

But do I listen do I hear,

I may be silent but I am not blind

I know all about you and your kind

Dig deep and steal my love

I just hope it is enough

To keep you drunk and on your knees

You come and go as you please

I've got news for you you're not that tough,

Tomorrow will come soon enough

I won't be here all alone,

I will not be your stepping stone

Get on with your life but you can't forget me,

I will be here in your dreams

Don't blame this on anyone else,

Remember you did this yourself

Deeper

If you get on that train

You only have yourself to blame

You know that he

Will always be

Waiting for you

Just waiting for you

To hold you, love you

Scold you, shove you

Pushing you deeper and deeper

Into the ground

Deeper and deeper

Into the ground

If you opened your eyes maybe you could see

Just how different your life could be

Get on your knees girl

Pray for a better world

Don’t give in again

His patience is running thin

You know it won’t be long

Until we sing the song

He pushed her deeper and deeper

Into the ground

Deeper and deeper

She can’t be found

Would you just let me in

Do away with him

Forget about the sorrow

There’s always tomorrow

Only if you let him go

The bruises are in your soul

Fly away with me

To a place of peace

Before you’re deeper and deeper

Into the ground

Deeper and deeper

No longer around

Blessed

Blessed are the hands that run over my flesh

Caressing every curve

Kissing me to exhilaration

And tingling every nerve

Gentle touch as easy does

Slowly creating anticipation

Melding souls into one

Creating incarnation

Kiss me love upon my lips

Forever sealed with dew

I am forever in your arms

Whispering I love you

As I dream of times reflect

Years as they’ve gone by

You are the sparkle in the twink

Of the stars up in the sky

Breathe deep my dear

Take upon my breath

As the time does near

Only moments until my death

Standing still, a frozen dream of

Forget-me-nots and sweets

You have swept me far away dear

Off of my grounded feet

A kiss of goodness

A kiss of joy

A kiss to remember

That seems so coy

Touch me and hold me

Far away from here

Let’s take a journey into mist

Of pleasures we hold dear

Angel

More than an image more than a face

Full of love, charisma, charm and grace

You show this world how to live

When nothings left you still give

Your soul is bright, beautiful and pure

You’re one of a kind that’s for sure

Make others smile when they are down

Never let others see you frown

So smile my lady with iridescent glow

So that others can truly know

The beauty you hold inside

Fierce as the ocean’s tide

A heart so gentle you must handle with care

And prominent wisdom that you share

Look in the mirror and you will see

Exactly who you always should be

Forget all the people who put you down

Because of you many have found

Much respect and an inner peace

Never falter and never cease

You’ve touched my heart and soul so deep

I want you to know you’re a friend to keep

You rise above all the rest

Simply because you are the best

Love Me Not

Forever is gone faded away

The last breath whispers into

Three lingering words

I love you

Don’t leave me

I’m not ready to fly

My soul is not strong

And neither am I

Cry hot tears

Down upon my cheeks

Puddles on the floor

For everyone to see

This is my pain

My hate and love

Come together as one

I push and shove

The pain twists

My tortured soul

I’ve held on for so long

I can’t let go

Please don’t leave

Me here in this place

To live on my own

In such disgrace

I’m sorry I really am

What can I do

But to reciprocate

The false I love you